Not having any more chemo. Doctor from St Thomas' phoned yesterday after I didn't turn up for the infusion. The clinic had phoned earlier on to see what was wrong and said a doc would probably call back later. I told him what had happened and, because there'd been problems the other time I'd tried this drug he asked if I was OK with not having it .. had to say yes. He wanted to know if I felt that I needed to go back into hospital but I said as long as I was drinking enough I thought that I'd be OK.

I'm taking 3000mgs of Cellcept a day again now .. the doc in the oral clinic at St Thomas' said that it can take a while to really kick in again .. so will have to wait and see what happens now. I'll still be getting the benefit from the dose I was taking before. I have not told the docs though .. but it'll be OK .. it was brought down because they thought, with the chemo, that my immune system would be suppressed too far .. but as I'm not having the chemo I guess its OK. Will tell them on Monday .. it's the dose I used to be on.

District nurse was here and I forgot .. again to ask about the cushions .. they're medical ones .. designed to make sitting easiest .. well so it doesn't wreck my skin because of the pressure. I'm using a couple of pillows at the moment but I guess I should go for something specially designed for this kind of problem.

Listening to this

The Hippie Love Gods

Like track two best .. Come What May .. well, the title track of the album .. like the album though I part company in one place cause I'm a vegetarian who wishes she could still be a vegan .. so it's not something I 'd like to do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Have to say .. it's good music though .. we do just part company on that line.

Hippie alert!!!

http://www.jamendo.com/fr/album/63039

Found the woman who made one of the video's for them too

http://www.stumbleupon.com/stumbler/ketogah/tag/hippie-love-gods/



Also been listening to and enjoying

http://www.jamendo.com/fr/album/10011

This

http://www.synthtopia.com/content/2008/06/13/free-album-download-a-towering-achievement-of-indescribable-beauty/

and this

http://fairtilizer.com/track/NWambient0809