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Well, knew I had to but I've had so much to do and with having a slight chill didn't really feel like doing it.

It's not really the kind of thing that you can discuss on a blog .. needs to go with other research and be looked into by people who have knowledge of this kind of thing to start off with.

Someone told me when I first became aware of the real possibiolity of there being the survival of the "soul" after death that I shouldn't tell anyone other than those who were very close to me or people who researched into the matter to start off with and they explained why.

I guess they were right so while I can't go back to the beginning I can go to the people I should've done earlier on.