Monday, October 05, 2009

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Been rather tired the last few days and haven't really been doing that much ,, well, compared to what I had been I guess.

Things will get done. Have scrapped the first letter I wrote, broaching the subject, to various interested people .. and the sceptics .. not sure which heading to put them here really ... lol!!! There's so much work to do. I could ask other people to do it for me I guess but I'll try and sort it out myself. My friends are fine with it all though .. no going out on strange limbs etc. My attitude is just stick to the facts and leave it there. Lots of people will be able to connect to that as well. It would be easy to over elaborate I guess but that just takes any real meaning out of it and starts to turn it into fable. I'd rather leave things out .. which I'm sure I will as it's all been very involved .. than include things that aren't completely factual.

In some ways I'm not too keen on doing this. There must be lots of people who could do it that haven't. People seem to view it as intensely personal .. and it is. It's also very precious. I think my story will interest people studying this kind of thing though. Wish I'd been more careful over it all but I wasn't going to do anything with it so there was no need to be. Still people can either take it or leave it.

Have to say that I said to myself about being worried about passing over again yesterday and found my answer was from my subconscious, that there was no need to be and that things would be fine. And, to me, that's how it is though I have to think back about things rather than having them in the front of my mind all the time now.

And, as far as people who don't know me are concerned, there's plenty of information out there .. and I don't really think you can take bits of information on their own and understand what I'm talking about, anymore than you can about any other subject. It's nice to know what you can for yourselves so that things can be connected and what is known knowledge comes into the picture as well. My own experience is what has made the difference to me though and I don't know how that happens cause I'm not "spirit". All my experiences are is just a small piece to the jigsaw really, aren't they cause of all the other pieces out there.

I now have to learn more about the other pieces .. I know a reasonable amount I suppose .. so that I can understand more too.